I soo want to be here! Lately I've had 2 things on my mind.... the wedding....and SAILING. I have NO idea why. It actually all started with this picture. I saw it on pinterest and instantly felt myself transported into the image and had to go there! I would die to take a few months off everything, grab my fiancé, a bikini, some Sperry's and sunscreen and get on a sailboat to nowhere. We could catch our dinner, count stars, read books at night with the stars as a nightlight of course. Instead......
We're planning a wedding, we're working crazy hours, trying to see each other as often as possible despite the distance, and anxious figuring out what our next plan is. J's next job is still to be decided.... we've talked about moving downtown and that would really be fun-- or who knows? maybe we'll end up on the East or West coast (Maine or Cali are my dreams right now)... I want to be by the water right now for some reason. I'm sure I'll grow out of it soon and feel a little more content in the midwest and I love being close to our families, but I certainly wouldn't be opposed to being a "Nor'easter" as I told J the other day. (Keep in mind, this is totally something that's captivated my mind in recent months....prior to this, I've always wanted to stay right here in the Chicago burbs).. But right now, I feel totally antsy where I am. Please pray that we'll have an answer on J's job and the next chapter of our lives soon. I know that God is good, and He's gonna put us where we're supposed to be....but I've never been good at not knowing.
